Happy birthday to me.

Today is my birthday, a very monumental birthday, actually. I am now officially, legally an adult.

Around midnight, I got a Facebook message from my boyfriend. He wrote me a song and recorded it for me, which was extremely sweet of him (I cried). I absolutely adore it, and I couldn’t be more proud to be his girlfriend. I feel absolutely loved and cherished today.

I spent last night hanging out with Britney and watching “Newsies”. Today I get to have an amazing party, themed after Peter Pan (of course). It was supposed to be a beach party, but it’s raining and very chilly outside, so we’ll just make up games of our own. We’ll play cards and watch a movie and all snuggle and it will be fantastic! I’m very excited and happy.

Even though it rained, I have a beautiful song to listen to as I get ready. Even though it’s cold, I’ll be surrounded by people I love. Even though I’m an adult, I don’t have to grow up.

I’m a very loved, happy, excited little girl today. 

My Boy

This is Sebastian. He’s one of the most kind, handsome, sweet, talented, intelligent, adoring, loving, loyal, brave, perfect people I have ever met in my life or probably ever will. I love him with all of my heart and he is the best friend I’ve ever had or will ever had. Sadly, though, we will never be together in the way we would do so well to be.
Sebastian and I have an undeniable connection that has lasted through many years of friendship. He was the first guy I was ever brave enough to kiss on the cheek. We spent countless hours together being silly and talking on skype over the summers. He stayed the night after our Freshman homecoming and ate brownies and ice cream and watched Howl’s Moving Castle with me until the early morning hours.
He was the only guy to come to my 14th birthday party, during which we rode in a car for an hour with two other girls to my grandparent’s house to swim and eat. In fact I’ve never met a guy with such a good appetite.
Sebastian writes beautifully. He’s witty, sharp, and knows when to verbally bitch-slap me when I’m being stupid or dramatic. Yet he’s there with a shoulder for me to cry on if I need him. He never lets me hurt by myself and cares about everyone he meets. Sebby knows how to deal out tough love in the right amounts. “Two parts love and one part abuse!”
I was the first person he came out to. “I figured if I couldn’t like you, I couldn’t like girls at all.”
Sebastian is one of the best friends I will ever have, and I love him more than anything. If I want to keep in touch with anyone after high school, it’s this boy. My best friend. My brother. The man I would marry if he liked women, no doubt. My boy.

Playlist to a Summer Camping Trip

So I have this dream of going on a camping trip with a group of friends when I turn 18. I want to share a tent with a boy I’m romantically involved with (nothing would happen except snuggling, of course) so here’s my soundtrack to my summer camping trip.

1. Henrietta – The Fratellis
2. This is Not the End of the World – The Fratellis
3. Local God – Everclear
4. Teenage Dream – Katy Perry
5. Good Times Roll – The Cars
6. Just What I Needed – The Cars
7. You’re All I’ve Got Tonight – The Cars
8. Lay All Your Love on Me – ABBA
9. Heartbreaker – Pat Benetar
10. Tarzan Boy – Baltimora
11. I Want Candy – Bow Wow Wow
12. Fight for Your Right – Beastie Boys
13. We Didn’t Start the Fire – Billy Joel
14. Don’t Stand so Close to Me – The Police
15. I’m Gonna Be (500 Miles) – The Proclaimers
16. Sweat – Inner Circle
17. Two Princes – Spin Doctors
18. Rebel Yell – Billy Idol
19. Rebel, Rebel – David Bowie
20. Somebody Told Me – The Killers
21. Mr. Brightside – The Killers

happy birthday to me

Monday is my birthday! Woo! I get to claim to be one year older than I’ve claimed the previous year! How dreadfully exciting!

Well I went on an adventure yesterday with my boyfriend’s best friend and it was awesome. We got milkshakes and hung out and talked about life stuff. He and I are a lot alike and have gone through similar things that allow us to communicate better on some topics than we can with our significant others. Therapy. It’s nice.

He also helped me cross of an item on my bucket list. That always makes me really giddy.

Otherwise I’m just glad to have survived thus far in life. So happy birthday to me.

Today is a good day.

Today my boyfriend turns 18. We are going putt-putt golfing just like the other grown ups. And then we’re going out to lunch for burgers. The entire day will be paid for by yours truly and chauffeured by him in the little red Volkswagen we have come to adore and have lovingly nicknamed The Strawberry. Cause that’s one heck of a manly Bassat.

And today I uploaded chapter 11 of my fanfiction and the reviews have my heart nearly exploding in joy. People really seem to be enjoying my stories, which makes me extremely happy. My way of venting to the world can bring others joy! In fact, if anyone ever wants to READ what I write…

fanfiction . com

search: writer: Truthful Blasphemy

It’s got stuff from now, from years ago…it’s just a piece of my passion. I just adore writing. Poetry, short stories, even non-fiction. I want to be a published author and an English or drama teacher. Come at me, life. I’m ready for you today!